i still remember how painful that night was. how tired my eyes and heart was. i still remember how i almost ran out of my breath while i was crying, and how i was trying to stop the noise i could make. i will never forget how difficult it was for me. i will never forget that pain
she was a forgiver, she always believed in the good in people. no matter who hurt her, or how badly it hurt, she always turn the pain around to make it her strength. she chose to understand, she chose to be calm. she is me
its okay to cry about something you thought you're healed from. remember, healing isnt linear. maybe today, you feel like you're getting over it but the next day, everything seems heavy and zero again. take your time, everything will be alright.
june has been so hard on me, i cried a lot, i doubted myself, i got my heart broken. but i am proud of me for making it through the days i thought i couldnt 🤍
i cant blame my friends for not being here with me when everything in my life is falling apart. but i wish i have them here because it is so heavy and hard to handle everything all by myself.
i just realized, i once was george. im willing to lose everything for the person i truly love. i will choose to stay even when the world says i should leave for my own peace and sanity. always hoping that maybe, things will be better and the love i give will be reciprocated.
i always try to see the good in people most of the time, i always think that there is a valid reason behind their disrespect, i give people too many chances. but once i hate you, it's over. you did something that made me feel the hate that you deserve.
im starting to cut people off silently. i dont want to tolerate disrespect, i dont want to deal with toxicity, i dont want to be around of any form of negativity. i promised myself a better year so im gonna give her the best she deserves and it is removing people out of her life.
soft spoken men will always be one of my standards. idc about anyone else, i just want to be with someone who will not raise his voice on me when he is mad.
"it's better to keep my mouth shut" is not applicable in all situation. sometimes, you have to speak up to save someone from people who are not good for them. they dont deserve to get played like that while they're giving their genuine love and whole trust to people.
the h0e phase is just not for me. i make a big deal out of a kiss, a simple hand-holding, a hug. i wont lead on someone i dont inted to commit with. i dont like to play games. regardless of how hurt i am, i would always choose to love genuinely.